Once upon a time, a promised being made ...
She said she willing to let off him away when she walk out from
that house. She said she cant accept others in our home. Anything
for her as long as she is happy.. Its simple, never tied ur heart to
something that hurt u back.. N i willing to left mine, memories of friends and lover, to start a new life with our new environment..
Its not that easy to start everything,, i know.. But i’m willing, we
all willing as long as we r together n try to be happy with our
own way without him..
Allah give her a sign from Istikharah.. A sign that she dont
understand.. I try to explain but she dont listen..
dy cuba bunuh ikan hitam y besar tu.. Tp teguran tibe2 dari lelaki di blkang, memarahi dy bunuh ikan tu mbuat dy terlepas pegangan dy dan ikan tu tlepas
ke dlm 1 lubang.. Dy cuba mmujuk llki tu tuk amik ikan dri kolam y pnuh
dgn ikan y warna warni di dpn dy.. Tp llki tu enggan, dgn mrah dy mcampak
ikan y ad dlm kolam tu kluar..
N she does that mistakes.. Pujukan llki tu mgatakan dy da brubah, takkan mduakan dy, rindukan ank2 buat dy lemah.. Hm,, a lies
he always told each time he lost us.. She broke a promise n come back again to that house.. She said everything is fine if no more
that woman in our home..
She broke a promise that make she lost her daughters for trusting her..
Allah Yang Maha Adil dan Bijaksana.. Perancangan Allah takkan pernah berubah sb da ttulis d LufMahfuz kan?
16 april 15, during my meeting i got a phone called from her
saying they fought again..
Dy called ank llki pmpuan tu sb dy mntk motor yang ad kt uma ni. She asked
why ask that from her husband. Dgn lancang ny budak llki tu jwab ‘suke hati
aq, dan ko jgn sbuk nk tau’. Its kind of hurt when someone saying like that to
my mum. If that guy dpn me right now, i would slap him. N what a marvelous
husband he is, juz come home to angry my mum bcz disturb his life. He believes when that old woman told him my mum said that woman sial, x guna sume.
He being so mad and ask to stay away from his life. He said his money got
nothing to do with mum. N he does buy 2 motorbike for them.
Its hurt actually when heard that. I knew she would never happy in that home. She lost her daughters for nothing. That hurt feeling
make me raised up my voice to her.. Hm, sorry.. I juz want u to
stop saying bout it. Its hurt me so much hearing ur misery wif
ur decision. This is not what i want when i let u off with him.
