Growing up together wif all r girls really mncabar u know.. No man in the house
make everyone nk brkuasa.. Y muda kne dgr ckp y tua, buat keje tu ni yang ni
pazni buat ni plak.. Hihi.. Kind of maid y kne buli ngn akq ke?? Xla.. Ayt my mum,
kje buat sama2.. So, we try to figure out smthg prob together.. Kje uma akn
diagih-agihkan.. Tp sidai kain dulu, mcm tradisi.. Kyong xd, pass kt ija, then cikin,
trun ke aq then ke aby but never to azi.. Hm, pmlas tul azi tu nk sidai kain.. Smpai
kt zman azi, mak blik y sidai kain.. Zman y xd akq2, alone mum n azi kt uma y gloomy ni.. Azi fom 1 skg (2015) n sll blik ptg sb ad sek kan..
*mood sedih da dtg balik.. Hmm..
kt uma rkyat, sll gduh ngn cikin.. N ija pun sll gduh an cikin.. Jrang dgr psal kyong
since kyong kluar uma n mnetap ngn nenek n atuk belah mak,smnjk aq sek rndah
kot.. Zmn dulu2 gduh, tarik2 rmbut smpai tcabut rmbut gugur.. Hehe.. Tp xd sape y interested nk leraikan sb nt bile da pnat,ktorg akn bhenti sndri.. Dgn azi, aq start
gduh ngn dy since aq fom 4 n stop the war ble aq kluar matrik.. Time ni fmily aq da
start pndah ke “uma bahagia” ciptaan ‘ayh tsayang’..
Since kyung xd kt uma, ija pegang tggungjawab y besa nk jaga mak n ktorg.. Dulu, dy sgt temper n pyah nk dkat. Aq xpnh igt pun ktorg pnah gelak same2 cm skg.. Xd la
takut nk dkt pun tp dy sll busy dgn study. Never crossed in my young mind, dy seorg akaq y caring.. Mse tu aq drjh 6, ayh da stop bg duit tuisyen tuk upsr n aq takut nk mntk lgi. Tp ija y caring, know my prob n she took that responsibility tuk tggung
tuisyen tu. Hm, klu boleh aq xnk pegi tuisyen.. Buat kt sek pun still kne byar.
Bcz of that, i’m study very hard to get 5A. But bler result kua, aq juz dpt 4A 1B, B kt BI.. Mse tu aq ngis mcm ilg sume brg ksyangan sb aq xmpu nk balas blik ap y ija da bg.. But she said to me, its okay.. Hm,, i’m kind of cenggeng actually.. Dulu sll hntak2 kaki n nangis ble xdpt ap y nk..
The words of ‘ank ksyangan mak’, tu y sll azi ckp kt aq ble mak sll back up aq. Azi la satu2 ny adik y merasa pnampar sulung aq sb mulut lncang dy kt mak mase maulidur rasul.. Aq da lme tahan ngn dy n akhirny tlepas gak sb dy kte dy x kesah klu mak xd sb malasny dy xnk buat kje umah y mak suh dy buat.. Tp hm.. Adik ni la y ttap stay
kt mak bile ank2 y lain mbawa hati y luka bile mak buat kputusan tuk stay dgn ayh.. Adik ni la y sedarkan aq bhwa, jaoh2 pergi pun nk g mne klu xd mak kt sblah..