Where should we start first??
About ...
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| My love? |
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| my high school? |
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| My frens? |
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| My family? |
Well, i want to start wif my family first.. Hm.. Such a broken heart this
lately when to talk about family, parents, siblings, trust, love, trouble
and third party..
Actually, we’re not such a happy family like in fairy tales of barbie, neither misery like folk story of bawang putih bawang merah or p ramlee’ sad stories.. Its just a kind of so-so.. I’m never closed to my father since young till now, i’m 21st already..
People keep ask why am i being like that.. The ans of mine bcz my dad is so strict n alwys coped me in his home, control like rapunzel in the high tower.. Bcz of him, most of my siblings lost our kids world..
But in fact, the reason are.. No one in a home talk to my dad, my dad
never spent his time on us, we lost our conversation,he just back home
to get mad n yelled to my mum.. Juz like a malay story right? A
husband come home,get mad n pukul si isteri, kluar uma, dpt duit n
bjoli sane sini ngn pmpuan len.. Is that cross in ur mind?? Haha..
Wrong la my dear.. Is not like that.. We juz lost our conversation n
things become tough when all of us growing up n loss more time to be
at home.. So yet, his heart become more empty and alone.. N us
become more independent without father, a man in the house and
only have mother for everything n anything.. N i willing to sacrifice
anything asalkan my mum smile n happy..
never spent his time on us, we lost our conversation,he just back home
to get mad n yelled to my mum.. Juz like a malay story right? A
husband come home,get mad n pukul si isteri, kluar uma, dpt duit n
bjoli sane sini ngn pmpuan len.. Is that cross in ur mind?? Haha..
Wrong la my dear.. Is not like that.. We juz lost our conversation n
things become tough when all of us growing up n loss more time to be
at home.. So yet, his heart become more empty and alone.. N us
become more independent without father, a man in the house and
only have mother for everything n anything.. N i willing to sacrifice
anything asalkan my mum smile n happy..
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| *my tears start to fall... |
The problem start when he got another woman.. A janda with 2 adults
son and daughter.. Pmpuan normal mne je y ley snyum n happy ble tau
husband dy ad y len sdgkn hmpir 35 thun hdup bsama??
son and daughter.. Pmpuan normal mne je y ley snyum n happy ble tau
husband dy ad y len sdgkn hmpir 35 thun hdup bsama??
But we as a daughters of them, juz want our mum to happy n smile
like before.. We dont care bout father sb da tlalu lme hdup tnpa dy..
N dy pun npk mcm da xd hati kt uma ni smjk kitorg kcik lgi..
like before.. We dont care bout father sb da tlalu lme hdup tnpa dy..
N dy pun npk mcm da xd hati kt uma ni smjk kitorg kcik lgi..
Its kind of funny ble org sll kte i’m so lucky cz my dad sygkn ktorg
smpai buat uma besa kt tnah sndri y besar n dy dedicated khas tuk his
wife n kids.. People judge love by wealth.. Hm,, its wrong my dear..
U can never buy love with money.. All his kids are daughter.. He should
spent time n talk wif us.. A girl just need an attention n guides, if u let a
girl walk alone, u can never get them back as before..
smpai buat uma besa kt tnah sndri y besar n dy dedicated khas tuk his
wife n kids.. People judge love by wealth.. Hm,, its wrong my dear..
U can never buy love with money.. All his kids are daughter.. He should
spent time n talk wif us.. A girl just need an attention n guides, if u let a
girl walk alone, u can never get them back as before..
move, why dont a kids do that right? Well the ans are simple.. Would u
come closer to the one that r stranger to u? A little kid judge people
u know.. They know who love, hated and want them.. Thats why baby
would cry if ad org y dorg x knal nk dkat2 ngn dorg.. Then why the
mother dont take a move? Hm...
A husband dont want to be disturb each time balik dari kje.. All he
does, just being in the room that complete with tv,radio n karaoke
sets..
does, just being in the room that complete with tv,radio n karaoke
sets..
